Everything Sucks

I don't know what to do some days.

Some days I wake up and manage to feel somewhat normal. I work out, take a shower, make my shake and lunch, eat breakfast, then I go to work all day. Some days I go to school afterwards, or go home and do homework. Some days I hang out with my friends and we just chill at home and watch movies or TV series'. Sometimes we take trips to places. I snap photos and tell jokes and laugh about things.

Other days, though, I just don't know what to do or feel anymore. It's on these days that I feel like I could just die and care naught about anything. I wake up and feel nothing but coldness, hatred, and bitterness. I remember my situation and scoff at how ridiculous my life is. I look at people and see nothing but disgusting creatures made of flesh, bones, and stupidity -- worth nothing. Everything is pointless. And such is life. We live and then we die.

Sometimes it doesn't take having to wake up, but situations occur that bring about the latter feelings.

And right now, that's what happened. And this is how I feel.

I feel like a child right now. I need to sit in my corner and calm down and think.